Feel really scared to see the reaction.
No one will care about it by August.
Speak to Mildred and C about it.
I’ll attract the people who I want if I’m honest / me.
C and Mildred are so down to earth it helps
I feel like crying
Way of making myself feel better: I only want to post them / write them to make people laugh or realise they are not alone.
Believe that erin.
Going to post my playlist I listen to when my headphones are charged. Good tuuuunes. Make the playlist long enough you don’t get bored but not not so long you can’t make connections to places with the songs you listen to while travelling.
I would like a home cook meal and wine. Italy Totally different atmosphere to Paris.
Being deep all the time is tiring as fuck. Don’t think I could travel along because of that. People bring out the best in me.
feel quite vulnerable right now
Going to read. Done thinking.
Photos make me happy.
Italian train instructor lovely. We could have been charged €50 (if he followed the rules) if we don’t fill in the travel day tickets. We really didn’t know how important it was. Do it. Probably should have read up more before we came. The amount of tunnels are quite annoying. I wanna see things.
Genova airport different stop to Genova. I obvs got up early coz why I there more than one Genova station??
lists are class
C just said she can’t wait to wash her hair !!!! Traveling changes people.
C can’t laugh at her own jokes. I live for laughing at mine.
Lol how I said I would stop writing. It’s been about 20 mins.
Mildred get an average of 4-6 slices of toast a day.
Mildred just forgot my name.
There is a lot of Genova stations with Genova in. It’s the next one.
Smooth transition to the next train. We obviously looked lost or at least tourists. A kind Italian man who spoke no English and I chatted through hand signals. He wrote us a list of beautiful beaches. We finally knew what he was saying by the universal breaststroke signal. He taught us grazie (thank you) and your welcome but I’ve forgot that. What a nice man! Chow chow.
If it’s rainy we can move somewhere sunny. It’s nice to speak to the locals.
C – “nothing looks good about Malaga”
Remember brownies? Like when they made you bring 20p, a pen, and string. I feel that would be beneficial rn.
C rememberers the brownie promise verbatim. I don’t. Rubbish brownie.
We don’t know if you can go to the loo or not when train is stationary.
C’s hefty plait is still in my hair. Maybe I’m just as minging as her.
Italian train doors are lethal.
Remember how hard it was to choose the colour of your club penguin.
Learnt that when your a baby your umbilical cord just sticks on your for a bit. Kind of disgusting. Your shape of your belly button depend on how your umbilical cord is cut? Italy is bringing out some weird chat.
The family next to us are English. Hope they also feel enlightened.
Stainzo the painzo. Leather getting on my teather. Stringer the minger.
Toilets are pretty grim. Hard to squat on a moving train but I don’t want to sit on the seat. I have new found respect for boys aim. The lock doesn’t work but C and I go together. She obviously has to wait ages for me as I can’t pee.
I aggressively push a button which I think is the tap. It’s not. I’m not paying attention. It’s soap.Even the soap looks like sludge. Hand sanitizer strikes again.
I’m about to turn into a fake prince biscuit. Just want a salad to be honest. Feel I’d be healthier abroad.
Reflection. I’m abroad and buying beers and biscuits.
C’s woke me up and she has a bite on her lip. I knew I put bite cream on the toiletry list for a reason! Update:
Oh ffs, we didn’t buy any.
Got antihistamines though. Should help with swelling.
Life’s short, wear your favourite dress or outifit or whatever it is makes you feel good.
C and I have a really good collection of photos of Millie sleeping on a train. She’s got a smile right now when she sleeps. So cute. She’s woken up now and she’s looks like she’s giving us the finger with her eyes which is totally fair.
Italy is really hilly and beaut. The train would be a lot better if there was less tunnels.
If trains are cheap in the country. Don’t use your interail pass.
I just asked if the baths in budapest are germy. C said no there in Budapest. Thought I said Germany. Big lol. Think you’d have to be there on reflection.
20 min naps are refreshing.
STILL ON A TRAIN. Good thing I like them.
Realise I’ve been feeling alone when I’m so obviously not.
Cba getting into a big thought cycles so going to nap/ really really focus on scenery.
Mildred says we are here and we are just so not.
Ah we are passing through a national park- cinque terre national park. Never think of national parks being on the coast
Mildred just reminded us we set of at 6pm yesterday. Wow. Does not feel like that.
WE JUST WANT TO SWIM AND PUT ON A BIKINI. Cold water.
Omg I did a clap dance as a talent show in S1 with a group of girls. We did a dress rehearsal at mine the night before the show. I really was a perfectionist.
Nails feel gross.
We keep getting asked for directions. What illusion are we giving off? It’s nice though.
3 journeys in a travel day we’ve done.
Only 7 travel days left and we leave on the 27th. It will work out. Need to use public transport.
Realise how many friendships at uni are based on drunk times.”I don’t really know, only speak when drunk’
Confidently shouted chow as thank you.only C can carry the food bag. We check we have that more than passports.
Starting to think some of Mildred’s stories are lies but she’s saying them with confidence so I believe her.
We are surrounded my green hills and sun. Hope the sun cream from 2 days ago is still protecting me. They have a red Orange and green men for crossing the road here. Can’t all fit in the lift to the apartment. I happily take the stairs.
Julia is lovely. Only thing she ask is to clean the dishes. So easy going.
Lovely room. Left us wine and fruit. Ideal.
We can’t swim straight away. Need a bus or ferry or train to the beaches.
Recommend a good pizza restaurant. Grazi Julia.
Going to shower and feel free and then meet I. Can’t find normal bin. Lots of recycling- rate that. It’s earth day apparently so this is fitting.
We have a balcony ! Our Parisian dream has come. True. Opposite a happy hello building. Just don’t look down and you don’t see the construction work.
I just walked into the shutter.
It’s got a chic minimal vibe. Gonna shut the blinds though. You can really see the old man across the road.
Remember to drink water
M says my playlist is random